dunno why last night alot of things come into my mind. really is think alot. i realise that there is no such thing as forever, and i dun ask for forever or believe in forever... everything will end someday, somehow. there will be no such thing as forever happy, foever sad, foever angry, foever love (maybe there is, juz that i dun believe in forever =X)... everything happen for a reason, sad things, angry things, or even happy things. when sad or angry things happen on us, we will always grumble, 'y is it always me?' 'y things always goes against wad i want?' and will be angry at any 1 who say something at us, will feel that they dun understand me at all, and feel that life is a pain, well maybe at some points of time it really is super pain, pain till u think that life is not fair... but of course life is not fair, there is nv a fair life... we go through each n every pain to grow. everytime after the pain and i look back, i realise its all the " pain " that makes us who we are now. we like it or not, it's "US" we cant change it... thats y i will cherish every little small things happening around me. maybe i will grumble or emo when things doesn't go right for me, but its all a part of my life, so after my pain n sadness i will stand up again & continue my life... (thinks its time to end to rubbish)


hehe lately was thinking wad kind of phone i should change, i've decide wad kind i want.. but i cant choose the colour >.<

white pink( can't get a better pic)