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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

Whee~ long time no blog XD cause working night shift... Still not use to it yet x.x But closing can sleep till late then wake xP Nothing much, only keep forget this and that @_@ really want to kill my stupid mind >.< so blur T.T I want fast forward my time la T__T Today off =P when to watch with sis, not a bad movie, intresting =x I want more rest day >"< Like haven rest till much then in a blink of eye off over T.T Haiz... Really miss the time when we all gather together... >"< Don't want think le... Think more even more sad.. Just hope time can fly faster...



Wednesday, October 28, 2009


Sunday, October 25, 2009

Today totally not my day haiz... Early morning late for work... Reach work place this wrong that wrong... I feel like I am such a failer... One attachment also can't do a good one... Everything I do, or around me now seems like a bad dream... Worst thing is I can't wake up from this dream... I am tired... Really tired... I know this is what I must go through... But still... Haiz... I don't know... How I wish I had a Doraemon with me then I can ask it to bring out a machine that can fast foward the time =.=

But finally I get to do closing tommorow... BUT also means I SOLO 1 person at crepe counter!!! zzz CONFIRM DIE AR! =.= Hope this stupid brain of mine can work faster z_z always work so slow...



Sunday, October 25, 2009


Friday, October 23, 2009

Haiz...I am starting to feel sick and tired of waking up early to go work... Still as stress as ever... Really feels like giving up.... Feels like my hand is at the edge of a cliff... Anytime can falls into deep abyss... It also feels like there is a string in my heart... Everytime, everday, getting tighter and tighter... Anytime will go SNAP.... I really don't know what to do... How long can I hang on like this? Very lost... I really don't know... I am scare... Very scare... I want to runaway... But don't have the courage to runaway... I am so useless... Living for 20 years, and I can't seems to find a reason for me to be here... And I feel so extra all around me... Like I am not suppose to be here... *extra* All i see in my future is darkness... NO lights at all...


Hope my pay come next week >.< 5 months 8days more...
missing them...



Friday, October 23, 2009


Thursday, October 22, 2009

Whew so long no blog =x too lazy and tired XD But since tommorow is off day so I can sleep late wahahah! This whole week is do sweet crepe but I am still not very good at making it. Eat at Marche today, glad that i am a staff there... Actual price is $19+ but since I am a staff got 50% discount wahahah. The food ther not bad is nice next time got chance you all can go try =D

Still very tired... 5 more months... How to survive?



Thursday, October 22, 2009


Saturday, October 17, 2009

This morning super scary... Before my work went to the washroom... Was taking my time inside coz still early =x Starting work at 8am but I 7.15 reach there le xP so ya was inside there... Suddenly I heard someone went into the cabin next to me... Got close door sound and the pee-ing sound =x oya and some sobbing sound... BUT BUT when I go out and walk pass it there is NO PEOPLE INSIDE THE TOILE!?!?! @_@ Faint... Still thought that maybe is I am too tired or not fully awake yet that i heard those sound... When I tell my cheif then they tell me that toile is "not clean" @_@ Haiz... Hope is I think too much >.< Same as any other days... Tired.. expecially weekend... It's really hard to serve customer and do production at the same time... Everytime I do production half way I have to serve customer then I forget where I stopped my production... Then kena complain too slow.. If not is complain my eye sight not good, custome infront of me I also can't see =.= Please la I only got 1 piar of eye 1 pair of hands and 1 BODY only... I can serve and do production at the same with no proper training and work only not yet 2 week, is already very good le... And I am still not very farmilar with the things they put... And they sure like to backstab people... Go where also can hear they talking behind people back... Haiz... I want faster move to new shop >.< Everyday go Vivo is tired... Yawn, time to sleep tommorow 8am work.. But must reach before that to do opening... Think is not long before this body crush... Nites!



Saturday, October 17, 2009


Friday, October 16, 2009

Soooooo tired... Don't have enough sleep... But good thing is can slim down :P lose 4kg in this 1 week 5 days xD Maybe after this attachment I can get my ideal weight xP (hope i can =x) Ywannn... Can't stop ywaning LOL! Today after lunch nearly blackout... Think is not enough sleep.... Should sleep early today =)

Hope this 6 month will pass away faster....



Friday, October 16, 2009


Thursday, October 15, 2009

AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH *$@^*$@#€%$#^@# WHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYY AM I SO SLLOOOWWWWWWW AHHHHHHHHH!!!! WHY I SOOO STUPIDDDDDD!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH @^*$@#€%$# Haiz... want to do things fast... End up do alot of wrong things.... Why I so stupid... The more I tell myself everything will be fine, the more is not fine... As the more I tell myself every will be fine, when thing goes wrong, the whole stress crushed... I don't know if I can take that much not.... How long can I keep telling myself everything will be fine...? If I never think of it is fine... But when think of it I really don't know what to do... So lost... Very lost... Feel so useless...


stupid mi... useless mi... idiot me... lousy me....



Thursday, October 15, 2009


Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Today working was final.. Finally get use to it le ^^... Nothing much today, only thing is that our mixer spoil, used hand to whisk alot of thing, hand cramp >_< , but still it's fun =P. Finally get a line for my lappy ^^ lucky got 50% off if not actual is $118 per month now is $59 per month ... But dad nag and nag say what 2 line so exe, plus desktop and my line $100++ alot, then i just simply say if he think is ex then my $59 i pay myself lor, then he angry le, say what I should not say like that.. What i should not say? I just say if u don't want help mi pay i pay myself only mah. Got wrong meh? Whatever.... Me and my stupid mouth, always says wrong thing. Next time I shall not say anything make me mute please so that I will not say any more wrong things.. MUTE ME!!!


5months 16days more....



Wednesday, October 14, 2009


Monday, October 12, 2009

Haiz... After everything... I've decided not to fall in love for the rest of my life == so ma fan... To my dearest Kuan Kuan I know ask you don't think too much is impossible... And I can't do anything much for you, only can be by your side hear you say and say, sorry that I am not good at comforting you... Seeing you cry also make me sad, don't know how to say this infront of you, so typing it here hope you will see... So.. There's nothing much I can do for you, but I really hope that you can stop thinking of that guy as soon as you can... Don't waste so much brain cells on him, think more of me =)) hehe no matters what happen I will be by your side =) So take care, give yourself a time limit to be sad, after that, no more of thinking of him. 1 last sentence for you "Don't cry for the guy you love.... Because the guy worth your love will not make you cry..." Hope you will get over him soon =)



Monday, October 12, 2009


Sunday, October 11, 2009

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!! Phew if I can really shout out that will be good =x but even if I got the chance to shout that loud I also don't dare =x but i really want to shout AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!! But now better le after working at Marche for 6 day finally starting to get use to it le... Tuesday off! wahahahah praying for Tue to faster come~ keke now I learn how to kan kai dian le xP don't think too much, think soooooo much also won't change anything, might as well don't think so much still can save some brain cells :D Sooooo i have decided not to think so much just go with the flow =)

To all my PR fren Good Luck for tommorow IA :D



Sunday, October 11, 2009


Saturday, October 10, 2009

Finally got the feeling of getting use to this attachment... But... Took me long enough... work 6 days got 3 days I cry == Haiz... Must hang on!!! Cannot give up!!! How I wish I can believe in this -.-... And weird thing is I go there is to learn how to make new products and things... We should finish everything fast... But my cheif is actually telling that production is not important... Customer is more important... Then most of the time do product half way customer come I have to stop what I am doing and serve the customer... And most of the time after serving the customer I forget where I do till... Haiz my brain memory to small liao also... Time to change le... Hope the following days i don't have to cry during my break time... Time to sleep! Tommorow need to reach work place by 7.30am T.T


5 months 21days more...



Saturday, October 10, 2009


Friday, October 9, 2009

Very very tired... Is been 4 days since my attachment start.... But still not use to it... Haiz, hopping to have the strength to pull off this 6 months... not body tired but mentally tired... Lost... Very lost... Also don't know why I lost... @!@#$#!@% forget it don't know what to say... Simply lost.. Starting to think if this is what i really want.. Haiz.. forget it, finish this 6 months le then see how...



Friday, October 09, 2009


Thursday, October 8, 2009

Today don't know what happen.... During break time I actually break down == lucky inside locker there no people... Really don't know why... Looking at the locker, and was thinking should I just take my bag and run away... 45mins of break and I spent about 25 mins crying =_= 15 mins to make myself settle down... Lucky last 5 mins I was able to calm myself down... Really don't know what happen. Hope i really have the strength to continue this attachment...




Yay finally Inyasha anime is continuing~ It's called 'InuYasha: Kanketsu-hen' will surely watch it xD



Thursday, October 08, 2009



Yesterday meet up with Sherline,Kat,Elynn and Kelvin at Vivo after work. Slack awhile then went to Kopitiam to have dinner. After dinner meet up with Teck Seng and Bing Hui. Slack outside Vivo while waiting for Vivi and Ber. After they come we.... PLAY! XD

















After that we give Elynn a surprise by poping out a cake~






Awww sure will miss them alot >.<>



Thursday, October 08, 2009


Tuesday, October 6, 2009

Today off day ^^ hehe. Nothing much, meet up with Sherline and accompany her to Hilton to return her F1 card and name tag. Pro so long le then return :x Must change ur memory card le la too full liao XD After that meet up with Kat and this time we accompany her to go Regent Hotel to test her uniform. After that we go slack, walk and walk to pass time~ Around 4+ leave Sherline and Kat and went home... Super tired, don't know why keep yawning the how day till Sherline cannot tahan already xP

Tommorow got work again... Haiz.... still feel like running away... Don't know how to pass the rest of my attachment day... Still feeling scare and lost... AHHHHHHHHHH @%$##&@#(&#@ Think I've got no choice but to hang on to it... Hope i will have the strength to hang on that is...


5 months 23 days more to go....



Tuesday, October 06, 2009


Monday, October 5, 2009

today 1st day of attachment... Not as bad as I think of... But still... very blur... & 1 funny thing.. just started work today and tommorow is my off day! Like so funny 1st day of work nia so fast tommorow off le LOL! But still stress.. Cause got alot of things need to remember... But wil ltry my best to remember all of it... Oya by any chance if you all went to Vivocity can come visit mi at Marche Restaurant. But don't have discount =x Will continue to try my best to tahan this 6 month >.< After work meet Sherline since she is at Vivocity with Mo so i go find her... Shop awhile and chat a little then train home~ ^^

Actually thinking of running away this morning when I was about to reach my working place... But I didn't, maybe because of I realised that I have to stop running away from things... I need to face it... Or should i say that i don't have the courage to run away -_- I don't know... But will try my very very very best not to run away...



Monday, October 05, 2009


Sunday, October 4, 2009

Nothing much for today, went for a wedding lunch at 12.00pm, after wedding lunch went to Mount Faber walk walk. Went home after that. Haiz tommorow starting my attachment le T.T scare & nervous... Ahhhhhhh @#$%&*$@%*%# don't know how to describe my feeling now... Really scare that i will screw things up >"< hope everything will be fine...



Sunday, October 04, 2009


Saturday, October 3, 2009

today have a fun day even though the meeting is like last min change here n there. meet kuan n pei at amk POSB there then we take bus to bugis. search for place to sing K there but can't find so end up eat lunch at nearby Buger King, then train down to cityhall went to marina square to sing K instead. so we sing n sing from 2.16pm till 5.50pm,actually should be can sing till 6.06pm the recipet there put in time is 2.16pm, out time is 6.06pm. but dunno y at 5.45 got a person come in tell us the song we singing now is our last song... so ya.. finish that song we go le.. thought got alot of people thats y ask us to go... but on the way out still can see alot of empty room... hmm wonder y.. nvm, over liao XD nth much. but enjoy my day with them =) pictures with pei.. will try to get from her soon so i can up load it :D



Saturday, October 03, 2009


Friday, October 2, 2009

still finding way to put up blogskin n everything... so chim.. >.<

tml going to sing K with kuan and pei~ veri long nv see them le miss them XD nth much dunno wad to blog so juz anyhow bomb something in 1st ^^



Friday, October 02, 2009


Thursday, October 1, 2009

this is something new for me so.... still a bit blur... hope i will get use to it soon xD



Thursday, October 01, 2009


ワンチン

- About The Blogger
なまえは ワンチン(Wan Chin) but prefered to be called Chin.

Can be CRAZY at time if you happened to be close to her.
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She was lucky enough to be able to learn Japanese
And she loves it ALOT.
She's currently working Marche Somerset 313.

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