Thursday, October 15, 2009
AAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH *$@^*$@#€%$#^@# WHHHHHHHYYYYYYYYY AM I SO SLLOOOWWWWWWW AHHHHHHHHH!!!! WHY I SOOO STUPIDDDDDD!!!! AAAAAAHHHHHHHHH @^*$@#€%$# Haiz... want to do things fast... End up do alot of wrong things.... Why I so stupid... The more I tell myself everything will be fine, the more is not fine... As the more I tell myself every will be fine, when thing goes wrong, the whole stress crushed... I don't know if I can take that much not.... How long can I keep telling myself everything will be fine...? If I never think of it is fine... But when think of it I really don't know what to do... So lost... Very lost... Feel so useless...
stupid mi... useless mi... idiot me... lousy me....
Thursday, October 15, 2009