Haiz...I am starting to feel sick and tired of waking up early to go work... Still as stress as ever... Really feels like giving up.... Feels like my hand is at the edge of a cliff... Anytime can falls into deep abyss... It also feels like there is a string in my heart... Everytime, everday, getting tighter and tighter... Anytime will go SNAP.... I really don't know what to do... How long can I hang on like this? Very lost... I really don't know... I am scare... Very scare... I want to runaway... But don't have the courage to runaway... I am so useless... Living for 20 years, and I can't seems to find a reason for me to be here... And I feel so extra all around me... Like I am not suppose to be here... *extra* All i see in my future is darkness... NO lights at all...
Hope my pay come next week >.< 5 months 8days more... missing them...
Friday, October 23, 2009
ワンチン
- About The Blogger
なまえは ワンチン(Wan Chin) but prefered to be called Chin.
Can be CRAZY at time if you happened to be close to her.
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She was lucky enough to be able to learn Japanese
And she loves it ALOT.
She's currently working Marche Somerset 313.
